Category Archives: Uncategorized

I’ve Filled This Space with Shit

I got nothing. I feel disillusioned after only four people read my last blog entry. I knew it was going to happen. Who has time to read what is basically a public journal of a mother struggling to become something … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | 2 Comments

My Inspiration

I know I’ve written about it before but I want to look at inspiration…at my inspiration. For me inspiration is an overwhelming feeling that builds within me; invoked by something or someone I connect strongly with. I’ve been riding the … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Tears, Shit and Joy

Let’s be honest. This is not where I wanted to be. We all have hopes and dreams for the future…especially in our younger years when everything seems possible…and in many cases life just kind of gets in the way. When … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

A Lesson in Humility

Too much to do with no little time; get yourself a child. They will teach you what is important, they will teach you what it is to have patience and they will force you to slow down. If you don’t … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Yearning some Satisfaction

“To comfort oneself when unhappy or distressed” Having a daycare I see all forms of self soothing. Thumb sucking, soother attachment, blankies, comfort stuffies, playing with hair…I once cared for a boy who needed to play with an earlobe. Any … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Just Breathe

We often forget. But it’s kind of a necessity. I have moments. Moments when I am aware that I’ve forgotten. When I can’t quite catch my breath…when I suddenly can’t recall how to…similarly to when I’m climbing the stairs and … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Mom-alcoholism

Running on the track this morning I overheard a conversation. It started with woman one asking woman two, who she called Jen and was the whole reason why I listened in in the first place, what she’s been up to … Continue reading

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment